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2007-12-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

My New Blog!!!

www.ice-warm-igloo.blogspot.com

2006-04-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

hApPy B'dAe tO mI
hApPy B'dAe tO mI
hApPy B'dAe tO mI
hApPy tO hEnGdA
hApPy B'dAe tO mI!!!

wOoTzZz!!! yEaH!!! I aM lEgALLy 18 yrs old!!! fInALLy!!! thank you hamz, zilin mummy, jasmine da jie, yanyi, xingzhi, xinying, samantha, yvonne yimon, jinming, jinkai, guokiang bizi, lia, joseph and jeremy for remembering my b'dae and wishing mi happy b'dae... xie xie!!! hopefully i had remember to thank everyone who had remember my b'dae... haha...

2006-04-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

april april april!!!! april meaning counting down to my birthday!!! YES!!! Finally goin to be 18 yrs of age... hahaha... hohoho... lolllll... hmm... talking abt wat i wan for my b'dae, hmm, actually i spotted something when i went to Orchard with jm, jk and cla... haha... something black, warm, soft, portable and can be found in the 77th street... lol... obvious??? LOL... anyway, got present or no present is fine with mi... haha... i juz wan to have a happy and warmth b'dae... hahaha...

2006-03-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

today went to Suntec's fountain of wealth to watch "Fei Chang SuperBand" so with z.linz and yimon... the crowd there was more than i had expected... but luckliy we went earlier to chop a place if not sure is not table to see it... haha... wo we ended up standin for abt 3 hrs under the warm evening sun enduring a small drizzle at the same time while waitin for the SuperBand to start... 18 bands performed today all with a unquie set of talent to show off to the impatient crowd who showed up... i think the best few who performed was "soul", "snoopy", "Lucify", "JuzB", "Mi Lu Bin", the rest also put in alot of effot but seems to be not performing well maybe due to their anxiousness baz... haha...

2006-03-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

-=Genting Trip=-

just came back from Genting yesterday night with my frens... nth much had change from the last time i went... haha... our coach set off at 10pm on omday night and reached Genting at ard 5am in the morning... and suprising we was allowed to check into our room at ard 6am unlike the previous few times i went where we could only check in at 12 noon... damn tired lahz when we reached cos we didn't had any sleep during the trip thanks to my classmates who constantly keep us awake with her disturbing... LOL... Thanks Man!!! so after we check in we had a few hrs of sleep then went to have breakfast at ard 8.30am... one of my classmate insisted we go to this restrant to have their dim sum but we covered nearly the whole Genting yet still couldn't find this place... LOL... so we end up settling for a sub standard dim sum breakfast instead of the nice nice 1... haha... after that was a full whole day in the theme parks getting ourselves cold and wet at end of the day after goin on all the rides... haha... so we headed for our rm to had a hot shower before goin down to mushroom garden seafood restrant to have some nice, warm and Singapore food... =)))) so nice lahz the food there although went there so many times during the few years but the food there never failed fulfil the thrist of my tongue... hahaha... the second day we actually planned to go down to KL to shop but our lazy butt was in bed too long so we called off the idea and went to have some free bowling games, rock climbing and also visited the snoworld there... so much fun than Singapore's Snow City lahz... LOL... took alot of photo in there, then went back to rm, took a hot shower then went down to eat Italian Buffet... the Italian buffet was so damn nice and also not very expensive... haha... Malaysia wat! Cheap Cheap Cheap!!! wat do u expected!!! haha... then the next day jiu booked out went back le... =))) Home Sweet Home...

After reaching Singapore we had a final SteamBoa Dinner at Tian Tian Kitchen before heading back home to our warm and soft bed... =)))

2006-03-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

was out for nearly 12 hrs today... first went to Yishun to collect the small mahjong from my fren to pass it to Jeremy... waited at Yishun for nearly 45 mins before he appear lahz... collecting dust in Yishun interchange... LOL...

then after that we went to celebrate wei shu's b'dae in town... we went to Lucky Plaza to eat the chicken rice there, nice and cheap then went to play pool... saw Hui min at pool... still the same lahz onli hair longer... lol... after that we went to eat Cafe Cartel... spend almost all my weekly allowance on the food... it was quite nice but also quite ex sia... cannot kip goin, arbo sure broke!!! haha... after that we went to catch a movie in shaw hse... we watched Big Mama 2... damn lame and funny sia... LOL... Kai Wen went with us to watch it 2nd time, rotting inside the cinema... lol... watch until 11pm lidat then jiu make our way home le...

2006-03-04T02:09:00.000+08:00

-two boring days of holidays-

was nearly bored to death yesterday afternoon, practically had nth to do for the whole afternoon except for staring into the screen of my laptop... only one word can describe, SIANZ!!! then at night went to cla's hse to play mahjong... planned so long liaoz then finally yesterday can go... wahaha... was stuck at there for abt 2, 3 hrs, lose some money, actually all of us lose money only jm won... haiz... lol... but nvm, cos cla's hse got free drinks and free snacks... wahahaha... thanks for ur chcolate ar... hahaha...

today afternoon was quite similar, sit in front of my lappy for the whole afternoon... at night went to J.E to have a game of pool with niel, cla, jk, bizi, gk, jm and jm's fren... not bad sia today, won jm in 2 rd of pool... haha... first time sia, so tyco... most of the time will tio tok one... haha... thats all for today then... haha... hoping to find a holiday job to end my boring holiday afternoon... haha... anyone with jobs to offer???? pls approach mi... but preferably not sales de job... cos i hate to sweet talk customers!!! lol...

2006-03-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

finalli exam over liaoz!!! can play play and play!!! hahahaha... although i have screwed my two papers... lol... but i dun care ok! they are over and wat i am goin to do now is to slp slp and slp and enjoy my hols!!! hahaha...

-=GULITY=-

no one is perfect in this world, everyone make mistakes throughout their whole life... some people just cannot resist temptations when it's too strong and do stupid things only realising their mistakes after that... but honestly they do not mean it to happen either... and sometimes those things just give someone a wrong idea of what u think of them... inside those who make these mistakes know that a simple sorri wont help much but there is nth they can do... wat done is done, wat have been said will remain unforgetten... but deep inside them they realli hope a sorri could just make it up for their mistakes done... sumimase...

2006-02-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

holidays coming!!! xinfen!!! can slack le finally!!! but muz take the bloddy exam 1st!!! =.= but i think when the new semester start most of my frens i known during the lastfew terms will be leaving the course for another course... haiz... so sianz... feel like quitting my course too sia... getting lesser lesser ppl for lesson as time goes by... haiz...

anyway, 2/4 having chalet during the break again! wootz!!! fun fun fun!!! haha... maybe also goin to Genting in April... haha... but for now is mug mug and more mugging!!! =((

2006-02-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

wootz... had a crazy week!!! hahaha...

Monday- Clarence's Hse

went to 'Sway kia' hse on monday... to bai nian... but end up lose 20 over bucks at his hse... =.=

Wednesday - Study Time

wednesday, i studied in school library with my classmates for 3 hrs w/o stopping as we had a computer programming written test in the evening... 1st time sia... haha... we booked a 10 seater room for 2hr but was in there for like 6 hrs man... and no one came to drive us out... LOL...

Thursday - Orchard, Clarke Quay

then on thursday skip all my classes asit was onli IS class on that day... went to Takashimaya to celebrate my fren b'dae, ate seoul garden then take neo prints... then went to Clakre Quay to stroll before settling down at the Star Bucks there to talk until midnight then went home... took a cab home somemore... ex ex ex !!!! LOL...

2006-02-04T18:32:00.000+08:00

wOw... so long since last blog... hahaha... was busy with visiting relatives for CNY and with my sch project for this 2 weeks or so... skipping a few lessons here and there... haha...

went to eat steamboat with my 2/4 buddies yesterday... eat until so full sia... haha... have been so long since our last steamboat dinner ages ago... haha... but not everyone turned up... some was busy with their work while the others just disappear without a trace... haiz... after steamboat the gals went home 1st while the boys went to bowled... so long bowl liaoz in the end tio tock! =.= haha...

2006-01-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

today nvr went to sch... cos realli very tired then somemore today lesson not very immportant... haha... so jiu stay at home to finish up my IAC project... i was in charge of the simplest job, to create powerpoint slides for prsentation... hahaha... the report my leader send me to do my powerpoint really 'power'... the report was a piece of shit lahz... dun understand what he writitng sia... haiz... so had a hard time to figure what to put in and what to take out of my slides... spend a whole day on it sia... waste my time... haiz... but halfway throught doin my project my mum gave mi a called to ask mi to go Jp to look at a long pants in OP... not nice de... so ugly... erk... in the end nvr buy, so made a wasted trip there... haiz... today realli wasted alot of time... realli muz have more than 24hr then enough... haha...

2006-01-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

found a rather touching Music Video by S.H.E... take a look when u have time... =)

http://www.youtube.com/w/S.H.E-%5929%7070-Movie-Version?v=3cX_u3XL1Mw&search=s.h.e

2006-01-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

aRgh... today feel so sick... zZz... my nose like water tab sia... feel so freaking tired and sick for the whole day... haizz... somemore today i was freaking freaking late for sch sia... late for abt an hour lidat... =.= but end up half of my frens reach later than mi... =.= so nvm... hahaha... then our tutorial in the afternoon was canceled!!! Hurray!!! haha... can go home earlier and nurse my sickness and do my work... haha... still got abt 2 project to rush fin... haha... hopefully can fin by tis week cos deadline is tis week... =.=

tml maybe pon sch to stay at home rest... see how 1st... cos tml lesson is fucking boring... LOL...

2006-01-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

today blog muz start from sat...
saturday went to sentosa to take part in half beach half field de soccer competition... zZz... as in the 'field' we were suppose to play on also had alot of sand... zZz... so in the end we kenna 'tok'(meaning get thrash) thanks to a worthless player in our team... don say i despite ppl or wat cos i am not the onli one who think this way... niel also think this way... then after that we went to find z.lin then end up losing our way in Sentosa... =.= i and niel walk one big round and return to the very same spot!!! tiring sia... so kuku... thanks to mi tis time for reading the road sign wrongly... hahaha... so it took us like 30 mins to go ard Sentosa looking for z.lin on bus... hahaha... so kuku... =.= z.lin look so different in his working clothings... so funny... haha... maybe is becos seldom see her wearing that kind of clothes, collar Tee with long pants... somemore the collar Tee is flowery flowery de... LOL... haha... then niel and i had dinner at harbour front then after meeting hei.ren(guo kiang) at Jp we went to niel's hse slack cos hei.ren wan use com... =.= then watch 'Doom' at niel's hse... COOL!!! but the ending got 1 part realli sux... the 1st person view sux... spoil the show... LOL... shld have hired mi as the director... hahaha...

now for sunday...
the Karoaoke set my Dad bought was delivered to our hse today... hahaha... everyone was so excited... but in the end we got very little Karoaoke de disc so end up sing one disc for dunno how many hrs... =.= thats was so dumb... -_-"""

finally for today's stuff....
today morning had an headache when i woke up... but still headed to sch as i was meeting niel after sch to pei him go shopping... see i so gd... haha... i helped an old lady to bought a MRT single trip card to JE... a good deed!!! haha... but her eyes realli give mi the creeps when i look into it... strange eyes that old lady got and she like juz suddenly pop out beside mi and ask mi for help... haha... anyway, reach sch in high spirits but was in a state of fuming anger after my 1st period of lesson, Engmech... that BASTARD lecturer!!! i realli feel like beating him up lo... he is DAMN FUCKING GL LO... KNN... think with his backside and speak through his ass!!! seriously lo... i was onli trying to help my China fren who couldn't ans the qn when he said something sacarstic... that BASTARD say to my China fren 'You pay for your sch fees to come here study, never listen, instead go speak with Singapore students who enjoys FREE EDUCATION here' WAT THE FUCK!!! i feel like picking up my chair and throw at him lo!!! SINCE WHEN DID SINGAPOREANS HAD FREE EDUCATION!!! that bastard actually said that despite himself being a Singaporean himself... come on lo... my Dad paid for my education lo... the Government only subside 80% of the sch fees lo... pls... my father had to pay the rest which is ard 2200 for 2 semester lo... i swore if he speaks anything lidat again i am goin to pick up my chair and aim straight at his fucking face... extremely angry!!! furious!!!

2006-01-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

today break record liaoz lahz... was 45mins late for school... =.= today realli no mood to go for lesson sia... sianz... somemore yesterday night juz cannot get to slp... haiz... dunno why... lol...

Derrick was suppose to meet mi outside SP to pass mi back my disc but in the end he say he never went to sch... =.= and it was after my 1 hr of waiting at the Dover MRT station then he pick reply my msg saying he juz awoke and pick up my call to tell mi he pon lesson and never went to sch... =.= i was like dotz dotz dotz... omfg... somemore my ezlink card no money liaoz then the 10 dollar note i had with mi was a plastic one which top up machine dun accept... and to make it worse, Dover station dun have an service counter mended by human... all they have was a control station and a few top up machine... =.= so i couldn't think of solution but to take a cab home... BEST!!! after i had reach my hse here then i realise that there was an extra 1 dollar charge and the meter was goin to exceed my limits... =.= luckily in the end i was onli short of 10 cents and the cab driver said never mind... phew... was horrified when i realise i didn't have enuff to pay as normally the fare wasn't that high but due to the F****** traffic jam at Clementi there the fare went up... =.=

wat a day!!! hahaha...

2006-01-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

today, i mess up my IS de two mins oral presentation in school... luckily is for IS, not that important... =.= as it was an on the spot speech, and all we have was juz like abt two mins to prepare our speech, everyone was very anxious... i was the 3rd to go up and the other two in front of mi was like not very goin very well which shaken my confidence quite abit... i was like stuck here and there when i was up front speaking, though i had previously prepare alot to talk abt in the two mins... my mind juz suddenly go blank and i was like, 'shit, dieeeee'... luckily i manage to stumble through the two mins speech with some help from our timer which ended my speech time a little earlier... phew... haha...

after lesson went to meet my Dad in Queensway to shop for my shoe... then after that my Dad and i proceed to Sim Lim Square as he wanted to buy a new karaoke set... =.= we walk up down Sim Lim freaking long sia... sibei tired!!! and we didn't saw the one he had wanted to buy... zzz... wasted a few hours there... zzz... TIRED!!! I feel so sick now sia... hopefully i dun fall sick during CNY if not jiu will miss out all the fun le... haiz...

2006-01-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

busy busy and busy!!! tired tired and tired!!!

last weekend have been shopping spree for mi!!! haha... bought a hood jacket, two Tee shirt, a Polo Tee and a bag... spend $135 at one go!!! LOL... nth else beside shopping... haha...

the thing i wan to highlight is, yesterday morning, i was super duper sway!!! it was a fine morning, i woke up abit earlier and left my hse quite earlier and shld be able to make it for class early w/o being late... but i was 20 mins late despite goin out earlier than usually!!! becos, at the particular junction which is 2 junction before the turn into the bus interchange, 243W route... a bus had an accidentally with a comfort cab at the junction blocking my bus route to the interchange so the bus had to detour and cut in from the shell station at the old Jurong West Sec there and turn into the interchange... and guess wat, there was a traffic jam juz as i had expected... =.= and i had purposely take 243 instead of 242 was to avoid the traffic jam... zzz... therefore, i success in maintaining my 'goin late to sch streak' from the starting of the new term... =.=

ok finally back to today's stuff... the practically lesson i had the most take place today... lol... ManuTech meaning i had to do welding!!! =.= hate it!!! except for that, today lesson was alright... met z.linz at Jp today when goin to Jp to use the loo... =.= i was realli urgent lahz! lol... cannot tahan til get home le... haha...

2006-01-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

today is FRIDAY THE 13TH!!! the black Friday as known to the christians...

today my fren super duper sway lahz... haha... everytime we use 'black and white' or 'scissor paper stone' to decide who will buy drink he confirm kenna... hahaha... so so sway... and!!! i finally saw the sun today!!! mircale no.2!!! hahaha... today had abit of excerise in sch... play some basketball and injuried my shoulder... although not serious but still hurts abit when holding things juz now... now is much better le... hahaha... my nose nearly broke when playing basketball today... kenna hit twice within 2 mins by my fren elbow... LOL... so Fri 13th also quite a bad day for mi... hahaha...

today got 2 miracles!!! firstly, someone finally get her homework done for the 1st time i think for tis sem baz... everytime jiu shi go out or slp then yesterday she say she is doin her homework lehz!!! hahaha!!! Jas hor... haha... secondly, Tai Yang Lao Gong Gong finally resume his work!!! WOW... the sun shine so brightly today and nearly melts mi!!! hahaha... both are mircalely gd news!!! hahaha... but i still prefer the rain, it's so cooling... hahaha...

2006-01-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

I HATE TO BE ACCUSED!!!

parents sucks!!! they realli sucks!!! they sucks big time!!! i can do better without them!!! anyone willing to put mi up at their hse???

alright, today i got back my reporting writting assignment, wahahaha i got 20/30 WOW!!! thats was like 2nd in my whole IS class... wahahaha... pro baz!!! so so so proud of my fairly well written report... wahahaha... rainning whole day!!! dampen my spirit!!!

rain rain go away, come again another day... hahaha... shopping shopping tis weekend!!!

2006-01-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

tiring day!!! woke up at 3am due to a sharp pain cos by my injuried finger nail... then after that jiu cant get to slp le... lay on my bed til 6.30am then fall asleep then awoken by my alarm by 7.30am cos my class is at 9am... freaking tired lahz... pianz!!! dunno why nowadays always cannot get to slp in the night... zzz... or will wake up due to some unknown reasons sometimes... zzz... luck today's lesson until 12 nia if not i confirm turn into a 'Panda' tml... LOL...

today is practical lesson for Manu Facturing Tech... we had to do gas welding for today... and it was super boring and hard to do lahz... unlike the previous welding we done last term... today in lesson my class was super super sway lahz... my grp that was doin the gas welding practically spoil everything we touch, from the protective apron to the gas welding equipment... LOL... and my frens who was in another grp had no power supply to their their electric arc welding... LOL... and today while doin the gas welding, a small spark burn a small hole through my shoe and my sock cos my leg protective was loose... PAIN!!! OUCH*

after lesson we proceed to the Bukit Timah Food Centre to had our lunch... we had a super duper full lunch lahz... haha... we had like 2 serving, a plate of noodle and a plate of chicken rice for each of us and the serving size was not small... LOL... and the problem is we bought them altogether, meaning 8 dishes of food was pile on a 4 person table at one time, it realli looks alot lo... hahaha... my classmates went to have a few games of pool after lunch while i headed home for a little nice nap on my soft and cosy bed... haha...

2006-01-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

woke up at abt 12.30pm today... had lunch then was sitting in front my com again... today is a public holiday, no sch, Yeah... but no sch means rotting at home... sianz... as usual, today weather was very very wet and cold... it was raining for almost the whole day... so had a few game of dota, play abit of maple, thats all... boring life... actually gk suggest that we go to his hse and assist him in baking cake, but in end all was too lazy to go out... jer also ask mi to go town to shop for clothes for CNY with him as he was there having a meeting for his sch project, but i was realli too lazy to go out in such a comfortable weather for a afternoon nap... sry for a being a lazy bum... so the shopping trip was postpone to this weekend instead... haha...

juz went over to my friend's blog and took a peep... haha... hei.ren confessed to someone yesterday... wootz... aLL dA bEST... winks* hmm... Daniel, i couldn't agree more with you... confession realli takes alot of courage... the moment of my confession is still as clear as in my mind as if it has just happen onli yesterday... haiz... i therefore wishes hei.ren success in his confession... jia you jia you... don disappoint us... hahaha...

tml got sch again... haiz... so sianz...

2006-01-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

today is the 1st day of a new term.... and guess wat? i recieved a call the moment i step in sch that our 1st lesson today from 10-12 was canceled due to the lecturer has an urgent matter... WTF... he didn't bother to call up anyone of my class to inform us that there was no lesson today... TMD... i can get more slp lo... KNN... so we ended up goin to the hawker centre opp of Beauty World shopping centre to have breakfast... then went to Beauty World to pool then jiu pon afternoon class went home le... hahaha... thanks to that irresponsible fucker who didn't bother to give us a call to tell us he canceled today's morning class... THE BIG FAT ROUND SHIT!!!

The most pathetic person in the world is someone who has sight but has no vision

Local celebrities outshined by Overseas celebrites

2006-01-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

tml is the official start of a new term in school... meaning our final exam is drawing nearer... haix...

anyway, i stayed at home the whole day today mostly facing my com... watch abit of 'ren ci' donation show... i can conclude that Singapore celebrities onli know how to put their life in danger in order to get the sympathy of the crowd to call the hotline to donate money rather than overseas celebrities who came today... they juz have to sing a few of their songs and easily get as much donation as our local celebrities... and that Ming Yi monk actually cried on TV to get more sympathy from the crowd... WTF... who knows, he may be another person like the formal NKF director who pocketed most of the money from the donation by the public and shedding croc tears on TV making us believe that he actually voluteered himself to help the sickness... thinking of it, are monks allowed to wear leather shoe and show their face on TV so often at the same time enjoying the publicity... something is fishy... haha...

some man see things as they are and say 'why?'
I dream of things that never were and say 'why not?'
by John.F.Kennedy

2006-01-08T02:37:00.000+08:00

so long since i last blog... haha... It has been raining and raining all these days and it has seriously affect my mood to go out... haha...

Juz now went to watch movie with Daniel and Gk actually also got Rap and BiZi but in the end they cant make it... haha... Rap cannot stay out too late and that BiZi wan stay at home slp... so piggy... =x LOL... so end up 3 big guys go watch movie togehter... the movie we watch is super super lame... it's call dunno wat 'WALLANCE and The Were Rabbits' de... super lame!!! lame until u can roll on the floor and laugh... hahaha...

Gk ar Gk... bu yao qing yan fan qi, fou zhe du bi qi zhi ji... =)))

2005-12-23T12:29:00.000+08:00

LOL... sooo long since i last blog... hahaha... finally holidays le and christmas is approaching... been busy with school stuff in the last week of sch... assignment assignment and assignment... haiz... but at last we all pull through and enter our term break... LOL...

had a class chalet on the 19th to the 21st... 2/4 simply rOcKx ... tis is the 1st time i went to chalet without bbq... haha... and is also the 1st time i slp throughout the night on the 2nd night of the chalet... cos most of the i wont slp throughout the chalet... LOL... haha... we visited the beach on the 1st night of the chalet, it was high tide so we didn't get to sit on the sand... so we juz sit on the grassy part of the coastline and chat throughtout the night... then we went for breakfast at Mac at abt 5.30am in the morning before returning to the chalet to catch a wink of slp... the next day, we spend almost the whole day playing pool... LOL... actually we plan to go night cycle but most of us didn't bring enuff money to rent the bike throughout the night... so the idea was off and we stick inside the chalet to play poker instead... haha... LOL...

yesterday went shopping with my sis at Orchard then bugis... we went to far east plaza 1st... window shop abit b4 i spot a quite nice T-shirt... bought it, then we walk ard for a short while as my sis wanted to buy a pair of shorts... after that we make our way to bugis street then my sis bought 1 skirt, 1 pair of shorts then a polo Tee... then jiu headed home le cos i very tired liaoz... LOL... so basically is i accompany my sis to go shopping... haha... tiring day...

2005-12-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to celebrate Jasmine's B'dae with Jer, Der and Adaline, ... though her b'dae is on tis wed,we celebrated it earlier cos we got sch on wed... haha... so, we went to Orchard's party world, and it's the 1st time we sing until here ache there ache... XIONG... then after KTV we went to Swensen for our dinner, we ate our main course plus a pizza but the actual thing that make us real full was laughing at Jasmine who was staring blankly at her Hp and smiling to herself... -_-""" hahaha... then we went forward to the Heeren and took some erm, okiz lahz, is took alot of Neo prints thanks to Derrick and Mi who was looking not too gd in the 1st 2 take we had... LOL... we look hilarous on the 1st 2 take so we ended up spending 30 dollars on 3 take before we left the place... lols... and i found out i looked as white as a sheet of paper in the neoprints... OMG... can realli fight with Wei Shu liaoz... hahaha... after that we went for a stroll on Orchard's Road without Jeremy as he needs to be home before 10pm... lols... so along the way we took some photos before heading home to our warm bed as everyone was oredi goin to be 'knock out'... hahaha...

2005-12-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

YUMMY YUMMY LAST ESPISODE IS SOOOOOOOOOO NICE!!! sweet sweet and sweet is all i can say!!! 'Chickadee' and Mandy finally patch up after all the help from their frens ard them... sweet* they finally open their own food store in Hong Kong after so goin throught alot of obstacles and most important thing is their food store sells Singapore's delicacies... smile* and they won the yummy king competition... smile* Michelle get the nods from Daniel's family to carry on with their relationship sweet* ps: (Daniel's comes from a rich family, so is Michelle, the onli diff is Daniel is the only male having three sisters while Michelle is the only child. so at 1st Daniel's sisters were worried that Daniel having found a girlfriend of the background was bad as she(Michelle) may not be able to give in to him, take care and cherish him) Happy ending for 'Yummy Yummy'

today i witness a quarrel and a fight between an aunt and a malay uncle in clementi MRT station platform... LOL... the incident was cause by the newspaper on the malay uncle's hand while inside the MRT... The malay uncle was reading his newspaper on the train and the newspaper sharp keep brushing against the aunti who at that particular time was standing near the door and had no where to move anymore... so the aunti being irriated by the newspaper told the malay uncle to move away but the malay uncle say in a impolite tone, "wat wat" in malay language... kind of rude* so the aunti juz flare up and railed at the malay uncle inside the MRT... and the fight ignighted when the malay uncle scold the aunti 'YOU FUCK' right before he alight at Clementi station... the aunti was even furious, she snatch the newspaper from the malay uncle's hand and threw in his face... the 'show' ended eventually when someone whom i think was a 'MRT' marshall standing at one of the door got out and stop the 'fight'... The aunti was fierce! haha...

2005-12-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

i got a shock this morning when goin to school... i saw someone that look very alike to WEI SHU... it was 90% alike i can say or even more... it took mi abt all the way from the Clementi control station to the bus stop in order for mi to confirm that he is not WEI SHU... firstly his fringe was longer than WEI SHU and i have seen him the day before so i confirm that it was not him... then his watch was different from WEI SHU's watch and he wore something on his hand i had nvr ever see WEI SHU with it... except for this, his hair style, his skin tone, his walking style, his every single movement was so damn alike to WEI SHU, BUT he is taller than WEI SHU... hahaha... and i nearly went over 'BANG' on his shoulder and shout 'BAI WEI SHU'....

i wonder anyone of you watch the show 'yummy yummy' on Channel U every Wed to Fri 10 to 11pm... today's espisode is very 'cruel' and also very sweet... it was abt the ending and the starting of relation between 2 pair of people... 'Chickadee' and Mandy broke up, well u may think why i said it was cruel, becos someone out of kindness had arrange for them to meet at Singapore's Clarke Quay in order to patch and sort things up after their cold war... they still have feelings for each other but both thinks that their other half was giving up on the relation... but due to traffic jam and all that, 'Chickadee' was late and at the time he reached, Mandy juz happen to walk off and they happen to juz walk in a different direction opposite as in when they each turn ard they will see each other... but guess wat, when they both turn ard, a grp of teens juz happen to be taking a pic juz in between of them blocking theif view from each other... OMG!!!! the author of the story was so so so cruel to think of this.... ARG... but at least there was something sweet goin on at the other end of the town... Daniel and Michelle had their feelings for each other made known and there were together at last... Happy Ending...

2005-12-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

i was late for school on monday... and the moment i have taken my seat, question after question was 'shot' at me by my lecturer. But the most fustrating part is he didn't even give mi a chance to open my mouth to answer, he assumed that i didn't know the answer and 'foresighted' that i am goin to failed his module at the end of the semester...

Then during the 3hr lesson break on tuesday, i went with my fren to ICA building to have his passport extended as he is goin overseas and guess wat, during the waiting time before he was called, i discovered that there was a small crack on the underneath of my laptop, top left corner when u turn it ard in ant-clockwise direction to the underneath... the crack was on the more slim part of the place when u slot in ur battery... OMG... and i have no idea as in how the crack has comeby...

friday was one of my fren b'dae tis week... and it certainly was his most memorable one... Kim Zhong Qin was in our campus on that day in the alumi restrant flimming a variety show with some kids and we juz happen to run into them when they were getting rdy to flim... and the table we happen to sit on was the one she and the other actress happen to sit on before us... wat honour!!! haha... so we ordered our food and of course a small cake for our fren w/o him knowing and who knows, one of the workers told us that there was another b'dae girl with her fren waiting to celebrate her fren also... wat coincidence!!! i am not lying ok!!! after we fin our food, the restrant lighting went dim, the b'dae cake was brought out and at the moment we started to sing the B'dae song KIM came in our direction and join us in the singing and ask those kids to give my fren a b'dae KISS... MUACK!!! (those kids were male) LOL... How very honour to have an famous actress to celebrate his b'dae with him... but we end up getting a scolding from him for so called 'Broadcasting his b'dae in the whole restrant'... LOL... my fren was realli one of a kind... LOL... but i guess the part where they sung the b'dae song with us would cut off as we didn't participate in their program, those were sell some handmaked burger but we didn't bought any... haha...

wat an excicitng week!!!

2005-11-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

daily posting is getting tiring so i am goin to onli do a weekly posting on my blog except when got interseting thing... lalala~~~

dunno wat i can say for tis week... lots of stupid things happen starting from trying to jump over a railing at the bus interchange but end up stuck in the mid and i land with my butt hitting on the metal... OUCH! then it was waitin for NP shuttle bus for 10 mins before realising the last bus had oredi gone... -_-" OMG... so paiseh... then i knock over 2 cups of MED size Macdonald's Coke when attempting to carry 6 in a tray and they nearly landed on someone... OMG!!! so clumsy!!! and my fren juz walk into a girl's at blk 50 5th floor in school after my unintentional 'fake'... LOL... had been mahjonging at my fren's hse for the past 2 days after due to the exit of his parents to Genting for a holiday for 2 days... and can u believe it, i actually win money... WOW!!! hahaha... today went pooling at Cineleisure and i lost every game after hitting lots of black ball into the pocket... zZz... and i got scolded tis morning from the moment i step into the class until i step out of it... WTH lo... and i actually get off w/o a scolding from my parents for returning at 12 on tue night despite having a 8am lesson the next morning... WAHAHA... unbelieveable week... LOLx...

2005-11-17T01:25:00.000+08:00

using my laptop mouse, i click here, i click there, i visit tis person blog, i visit that person blog, but i juz cant seems to find any positive entries from most of my frenz... so is the world realli crumbling down... huh???

many would juz say why don you juz let mi die at the lowest point of their life... but have u ever think of that if you would to juz die, wat will become of the people ard you who realli cares abt you, give a damn to wat u been goin through and encouraging you by ur side... TELL MI!!!

there are up and downs in life, when u are down u juz have to bounce back from it and say out loud "I AM FINE, I AM GOIN TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE FROM NOW ON!!!"

if any of you are thinking that no one realli cares abt you, think again, look up and see, open ur mouth and speak to the people ard you, i am sure there would be 1 or 2 who will be more than willing to help... so, no more negative entries and more positives ones... make tis world a happy place free of depression, free of abuses and most importantly, SMOKE-FREE!!! LOL...

[stay happy, stay healthy, stay optimistic]

2005-10-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

i am still alive! Ms JASMINE LIM!!!

lol... nth much to write abt... another boring day... found a quite nice video online by JJ Lin and Cyndi Wang... it has got 2 parts... preferable if u could let it load fin before watching if not it will keep pausing... the loading time is not short...

Part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=ojFGmK3MNuc&search=jj

Part 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=bNfMuaA_xEU&search=jj

[hAPpI mApLiNg]

2005-10-13T02:47:00.000+08:00

well well... life has been so much better after that 'low' period of my life... maybe u were wondering, maybe u are thinking, maybe u don even bother to care at all... why haven i even spoken a word to u other than short ans to ur yes and no question since u and him were together... maybe i am thinking too much, but juz in case the thought that i am not treating u as a fren anymore did crossed ur mind, wat i wanted to say is that, that thought had never ever crossed my mind before and it never will... okiz... hmm... it's juz that i feel that it will be easier for mi to get over it by doin so... so if that particular thought realli did cross ur mind before, i am sure it's not goin to be true...

well, i would be goin to 4/2 chalet in a few hrs time, rather looking forward to it... hopefully a big no. of ppl would come... but a pity jk is sicked and couldn't made it to the chalet... get well soon jk... yawns yawns... thats all...

2005-09-30T01:35:00.000+08:00

yawns... tired as sure... nth much to do as... juz spend 12 hrs a day in front my beloved and onli companion, my laptop... the screen is wat i see for the whole day, onli stopping for lunch, dinner, bath and nth else...

2005-09-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

hey guys... i am perfectly alright... it's juz that ur lazy friend here is getting lazier and lazier to blog, becoming another gk... LOL.... no offences gk... LOL...

today is a day that totally pissed mi off... i was online gaming the whole day and the effort i put in was not goin anywhere... becos i was simply not being careful and causing my character to die 6 times today making my effort for gamin the whole day becoming fruitless... omg... meaning i have wasted a day of my life... omfg... tis is not the worst... after my character had died for the 6th time, thanks to some frenz of mine trying something new on a very strong monster causing my miserable death, tis guy who was inferior to mi had to made my day worst by scolding mi a 'noob'... okiz, fine he scold mi a noob and he started to provoke mi into competing in who can kill the most monsters in game... he is obviously making life diffcultly for online gamers thus i am goin to make his life 10 times more diffcult... he is dead i would say... more than dead i said... guess he was in bad luck today... normally i would juz take it lightly but today my mood was not veri gd so there it goes... everything is on him... he is dead...

so my advice to all online gamers is this, wan to make life miserable for fellows online gamers... be prepared to pay for it...

2005-09-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

[hApPi b'dAe tO yOu]

2005-09-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

[play hardz, study hardz]

2005-09-06T03:22:00.000+08:00

firstly, sorri all for not blogging for so long...

secondly, to all those who bother to tag mi to find out whether i was alive anot... thanks alot... i am alright... perfectly fine... come on... i will be the last person to do anything foolish juz becos 'u know wat happens'... now take a look my smiley.... =) the smile is so big and bright right... right!

now wat i realli is some time to set my things right... organise my stuff, get rdy for the exam... and line my time up in the hols with all kinds of stuff be it gd or bad so that i will have no at all time to feel for anything and everything... and lastly i realli realli realli needs and adores a break from everything... so ur 'organiser' would be down for sometime... terribly sorri... as far as i know... there is still gk ard to orgnise outing... so i guess... if there is any outings or grp activities, get gk jk or jm to contact mi in game... as i wont be on msn for quite sometime and contacting mi on my phone is certainly not a very wise thing to do... i would tend to get the msg too late as 'she' will be in silient mode, the ringtone sounded realli irritating to mi these few days especially when someone called or msg mi earlier in the morning woking mi up from my slp...

[see you guys ard anywhere, anytime]

2005-08-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

[__zhi dao ni bu kai xin, wo ye xiao bu qi lai__]

had my drawing test tis morning... it went perfectly well... hopefully can get a full mark for tis one... =) kampata hengda!!! jia you jia you jia you!!! fang xia guo qu xiang qian kai ba!!!

[__qin guo de kai xin yi dian__] =) smile*

2005-08-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

something to occupy my mind and stop it from wandering ard...

have u seen one worse than him,
by the name of chua heng da,
he is much more timid than a mouse,
who jumps round when a roach visit,

he is as naive as a newborn infrant,
who believes in whatever u said,
he claims that he is always broke,
but sure is rich when her b'dae reach,

he sure is free the whole day round,
but just can't get some work be done,
he skip lesson like it was hols,
and failed his test like 123,

he is just a simple guy who lives,
with no aim, no goal, no target,
he looks so restless forever,
like he had not slp the night before,

he sures got a fragile heart,
which broke into pieces,
with the lightest touch,

oh come on pls, style your hair,
dun look like those nerd we see out there...

the end

not very well done after all huh... hahas...

2005-08-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

whole day stay at home rot rot rot... life is so meaningless nowadays...

had to fetch my xiao mei back from school today... she got fever but never tell mi when i took her to school earlier... dotx... end up halfway through her lesson the school called and say she having fever then muz bring her home... luckily her fever was not very high... xia si ren sia... school called saying she got high fever but end up not so high... she looks lively when i went to fetch her... meaning she was not very sick after all... LOL... anyway i juz bring her home and put her to bed awaiting the return of my parents... LOL...

2005-08-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

third third third... my team was third in place for my S/W attachment... cheers cheers... nth to be proud of anyway... it was onli a third... LOL...

2005-08-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

i
am
so
ashame
of
myself...

i
cant
believe
i
actually
did
that
kind
of
things...

haiz...

wats
happening
to
mi...

2005-08-25T00:48:00.000+08:00

this could be the most enjoyable week of my semester... skipping lesson like no body cares... Finishing up the projects for most module... and the best is no more lecture for Eng Math... cheers cheers... but could be the worst for some students in BS, timetable is loaded up with test after test... pushing some to their limits... dun give up!!! hang on!!! the semester is ending soon... good luck to all who have their test in this weeks... smile! dun cry!

"crying means u have given up hope" by Ma Xiao Ling of 'My Date With A Vampire 3'

today went to watch 'The Maid' in Plaza Singapura GV... a horror movie actually with quite a perfect ending... the story is about a maid called Rosa... she was 18, 1st time in Singapore working as a maid... was looking forward to seeing the beautiful side of the outside world but instead she dug out the darkest secret of her employer... who is Esther? where did she went? why did she disappeared all of a sudden? what was with the noise in the locked room in his employer house? i will leave it for u to find out for yourself... cheers again to this most enjoyable week of my semester...

[___wat's up? believe in yourself? tried your best, have no regrets!!___]

2005-08-23T20:34:00.000+08:00

Project presentation for e.material went fairly well today... not much mistake either... can pass sure for sure... =)

my mum cook pork chop today... surprise surprise... say she was trying out how to cook pork chop... well, it turn out alright surprisingly... thought the sauce taste a little bit too salty but it was quite nice... the chop is abit hard, too chewy, maybe a little bit overcooked... but for a 1st time dish i would say it was well done... ^_^

[___yummy yummy___]

2005-08-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

finalli finish my eng material project today... happi happi... =) had a stupid day in school... went for 2 hrs lecture then jiu went home le... cos all my classmates not goin for afternoon lecture... diao... went home jiu start to rush eng project and who knows so fast jiu finish le... at 1st thought still got alot need to do then end up not as much as i had expected... wahaha... tml need do presentation on the project, hope it turns out well... =)

[_____jia you jia you______] smile*

2005-08-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

crap crap crap... didn't manage to finish my eng material project today... haiz...

2005-08-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

yawn yawn ywan... so tireed... yesterday never blog so jiu start from yesterday stuff...

Friday 19th 2005

today went pooling at J.E... lady luck was juz not smiling on mi today... every ball i hit seems to juz bounce of the edge... haiz... but also quite fun lahz... see the rest all so tyco tyco hit in all those very funnie de ball... hahas... then we went to Clarence without the gals... had a mahjong session there... Clarence and Jm lose alot sia... almost empty... LOL... Jk big winner, I small winner... hahas... happi lehz... after that we close all the lights and pillow fight, messing up Clarence de hse at the same time... hahas... and guess what, when we were leaving Cla hse, we found that a big crew of bees had gathered outside the ceiling light juz outside Clarence hse... xia si ren sia... at 1st we didn't dare to go out... then after much discussion, we decide to chiong out and luckily the bees didn't attack us... LOL...

back to today's stuff...

completely rotting today... stay at home the whole day facing my laptop... then went on to my grandma's b'dae celebration at J.E... sooo long never go my grandma hse le... all my cousins grow up le sia... LOL... no more the small kids i had known before... hahas... reach there at abt 8, had dinner, then the celebration starts, lasted abt 15 mins, we sung b'dae song, cut up the cake and that's all... abit strange sia, sooo unlike what i had experience before, what a short and "cold" celebration... LOL... dotx... that's all... Mr Chua Heng Da owayz had a boring lifestyle... hahas...

i was here... owayz here... never had i left...

2005-08-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

***R.I.P. Brad, you will be sorely missed*** (this happened to a person in USA, Named Hannah)

It was a classic summer love,

sweet kisses and warm embraces,

whispering small, "i love yous.

"dreaming of each others faces.

The girl came down from the city,

the boy had always lived there,

who would have known,

that this would start from a stare.

They were together all the time,

they were always having fun,

if they had it their way,

they'd live together, under the sun.

But this summer she had to leave,

he promised he would call,

she told him she would wait for him,

and see him in the fall.

The last day she was there,

he promised her he would wait,

he said he'd always love her,

and that meeting her was fate.

She quietly sobbed on his shoulder

and whispered, "I'll miss you.

"he looked down into her eyes,

and said, "I'll miss you too."

She stepped into her car,

and looked up into the sky,

and turned to look once more,

he was still there, waving goodbye.

The school year was halfway over,

and he hardly called at all,

but she still loved him the same,

and was waiting for the fall.

The time had come for her to see him,

she was more excited than ever before,

she smiled at his doorway,

awaiting to be greeted with hugs & more.

But what awaited her in the doorway

was his mom with sad eyes,

the mom told her he was waiting for her,

so he could say his goodbyes.

The mom said, " he has been sick,

sick w/ something i dread,

he has been fighting cancer for years,

he should already be dead.

"The girl didn't know what to do

,she just quietly stood there

she didn't know what to say,

but she spoke quietly, "where?"

She arrived at the hospital,

and ran to him and said,

" why does it have to be you,

why can't it be me instead?!"

He wryly smiled at her,

he couldn't move he was so weak,

he whispered quietly, "i love you,

"it even hurt him to speak.

"i promised you i would wait,

and i have waited as long as i can,

I've prayed to God every night,

to add a few more days to my plan

"He lifted his hand to her,

and dried off her tears,

"don't cry for me,

it's been this way for years.

"She grabbed his hand and held it,

"i will always love you,

you're the only guy for me,

and i know our love was true.

"He gave her a sheet of paper,

" i wasn't sure if i would see you,

just read over it when you're lonely,

and know that i love you, i do.

"His eyes fluttered shut,

& his hand was no longer gripping,

this pain that she was feeling,

it felt like her heart was ripping.

She cried for awhile,

then remembered the little note,

she slowly unfolded it,

to see what he had wrote.

"My darling,I promised you i would wait,

and i waited as long as i could,

i wish i could be with you forever,

if i could you know i would.

I was fighting with cancer,

i had it that summer i was with you,

but having that one summer,

was an undreamt dream come true.

I fell in love with a beautiful girl,

and that was enough for me,

you were perfect, wonderful,

my beautiful, undreamt dream."

The story b3hind for putting tis as moii blog song...

2005-08-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

blog song: bOa - waiting

the very only song i will listen to when i am feeling so down so down... so sad so sad... so lonely so lonely... and also when i am missing someone badly... hundred of times, thousand of times i will listen to it until the day i could realli forgot her... it has been soooooo long since i last listen to this song... for i had long forgotten the feeling of missing someone until now... she is so near yet so far... so close yet so distant... could sense the feelings of missing someone in this song? it sounds so lonely, so devastated... could u feel it? could u? could u?

i smile in heart when i am realli happi

laugh with my mouth when i am not...

2005-08-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

each and everyone of us had a dream when we were really young.... but most of us forgot abt it when we grow up... i guess, sometimes you need someone to remind what you what you use to dream of when u were small when u had grow... just like the show i watch juz now... the guy was very kind, very helpful when he was small... but when he grow up, due to needs of the society, he became a very cunning, and heartless person, who would steal others idea making it his own as to stay in favour in his boss eyes... until there was one day, he met some his childhood playmate... she remembered every word the guy say when he was young of wanting to become a fireman and help as many people as he could and she later on became a firewoman... the guy upon meeting her realise that it was because of what he said she became a firewoman... the guy begins to regret wat he had done and he found back the happiness of helping out others, giving others a hand in the time of needs.........

[thinking of you everytime of the day]

2005-08-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

juz now watch jui dui superstar... Wei lian 1st song was quite nice and so was his second... as for JunYang, tonight he seems to misperform abit... his 1st song was ping ping and his 2nd song was also not as gd as well... WeiJian 1st song tonight was disappointing but his 2nd song made up for it... his 2nd song was damn nice... so overall everyone did very well... =) frankly speaking, though i support Wei Jian for he was once in NP was considered half my senior, i seriously think that JunYang will go into the finals... and as for Wei Lian, he has a gd voice, but u know, he cant go far...

everyone has a chance in his/her life, it's whether he took it well anot... chances are given to you by others, not that you earn it by yourself... =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

2005-08-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today is National Day... which is also a busy day for... 1st in the morning, i went to play pool with my frenz... xz jo gk jk jm dan... we were supposed to meet at 12... and thinking that everyone was goin to be late, i leave home at 12 and reach Jp at 12.15... but guess wat, when i reach, there was no body there... at 1st i though they went off w/o mi so i called a few of them... but non of them pick up my called... LOL... so i began to panick... then at last Daniel pick up my call... phew... he told mi he was topping his fair card... then after that gk call back... then after awhile xz jo reach... phew... relief... lol... they were not juz late, but very late... LOL... scared mi sia... after that, we went forward to J.E to meet jk and jm... after pool we went to gk's hse play mahjong... we played with gk's mum and his grandma... i tio tok sia... LOL... then after the 1st rd i was getting preparing to left then gk mum started to started for another rd... i was like stun and dunno wat to do... lol... i look over to xz direction, she was like also getting rdy to leave her sit liaoz... LOL... so funnie sia... so due to politeness, we sat back and start and other rd... lol... reach home at 8 plus... when i was emptying my pocket out getting rdy to shower, i realise that i forgot to return jo keys back to her... LOL... after that jiu settle in front of my com liaoz... haha... wat a tiring day... =)

[a winner in game, a loser in life] haiz...

2005-08-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

couldn't sleep last night... was tossing and turning in bed with past memories keep flashing through my thoughts the instant i closes my eyes... so much so much of memories... gd ones, sweet ones, bitter ones... how i misses all those days... how i misses the time we spend together... chit chatting at playgrounds... chit chatting in msn... sharing of same views on things, exchanging our view when we see it differently... and everything everything we shared in lower sec...then things changes when promoted to upper sec... work load get higher... less time for chats... less time for outing... but still we could chat for ages when met online ocassionally... but of course as we shared lesser and lesser things in common, the topics of our chats was restricted... all those memories flooded through my thoughts for the whole night... it was then i realise that every pieces of my memories have a same person in them... but they were juz the past... and it will never come back... for we have grown up and each pursuing his/her own path in life...

[when will we ever cross our path again]

2005-08-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday went pooling with gk jk jm xz jo... quite fun actually... manage to win a few games by luck against gk... wahahaha... gk u sway... always hit in black ball... wahaha... got improve compare to last time... at least never lose to jm... =p then after that go long john grab a bite jiu went home le... reach home chiong game all the way til 4am this morning... LOL... then my mum wake mi up at 9am in the morning asking mi to take my breakfast before goin for soccer... damn tired... got a shock when she woke mi up... thought wat sia... then after eating went back to slp awhile before goin to meet jk val and yq... but didn't manage to play soccer... cause i didn't brought my soccer ball thinking they will have 1... LOL... in the end go there meet up chat awhile jiu went home... -_-"... omg... lol... so lame... hahaha...

[i will die for uuuu, lay down my life for uuuu]

2005-08-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

wei jian and silver got into superstar quater-finals... jia you jia you.... =) =)

today misses math lesson again... was late for an hour... LOL... and CATS lesson was getting more and more boring as time goes on... everyone was practically goin there to chit chat and online... no one was taking it seriously... and the teachers don seems to care... lol... stupid module... dunno who is the one who say it's a muz to study CATS... kill him kill him... didn't went for S/W today cos it was raining...

my morale was kind of low this few days... dun ask why i dunno... juz don feel like doin anything... even goin for my favourite module S/W because of rain... dun have the mood to attend lesson too... so sianz... feeling so moodless for this whole weeks...

mi months ago>>>

motivation=High

spirit=High

confidence=High

conditioning=100%

mood=Excellent

morale=High

mi now>>>

motivationn=all time low

spirit=all time low

confidence=none at all

conditioning=10%

mood=no mood

morale=all time low

my passion and love for soccer will never fade thought it will drop at times,

juz like my passion and love towards yOu

2005-08-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

back! after a day without blogging... hahahas... LOL...

went for wakeboarding club briefing yesterday... of course is accompany my frens go lahz... i am not interested aniway... jus happen to be free on yesterday so jiu go take a look lo... hahas... then end up join the club muz pay tis pay that for training... although training is own time own timing de but each session is abt $1o over for onli 1 hr!!! expensive sia... lolsss... that gk lahz!!! last min canceled the movie thingy!!! KILL U then u know... LOL... everytime lidat... wet blanket... LOL...

someone send mi tis video clips today>>>>

http://games.enet.com.cn/zhuanti/mxd/200501.shtml

http://games.enet.com.cn/zhuanti/mxd/200502.shtml

quite interesting and cute... especially for maplers... =)

i was never the same hengda as before...

2005-07-31T22:17:00.000+08:00

i am not the hengda i once use to be

the one who laugh his heart out at every joke

the one who let something go easily

the one who smile even at the hardest time

and say i'm fine

the one who never give a second thot to anything

the one who will rush into decision immediately

the one who live without knowing what is pressure

the one who can fall asleep once laid on his bed at night

the one who will saved up his allowance

i am now the hengda that...

laugh onli at realli funnie jokes,

and give a 'so cold' face to those lame ones

hold on to something tightly,

even though it will break every part of mi

hide myself in my dreams at the hardest time,

and say would you give mi a break?

give a second thot to everything,

before doin them

will hesitate before making a decision

falls upon too much pressure

toss and turn in bed thinkng through lots of things before i doze off

spend almost every bit my allowance

and start saving onli when i am goin to need the money...

but... I still...

enjoys the time i share with my frenz

joke and fool ard whenever i had the chance

turn violent when someone bullied my friend

dislike goin to sch every morning

hate having bread and Milo as mine breakfast

don like to style up hair up

like to play soccer

as playful as ever

still like playing pokemon roms

=0 =) =P =D

2005-07-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

wo hao lei ar... LOL... have been working my body to the max this few days except for yesterday... playing soccer for the past few days... damn damn tired... somemore thursday SW our clever soccer coach decide to put us through fitness training causing everyone to be screaming in agony... haha... and now every part of my body is complaining le... here pain, there pain... alamak... ar dui... somemore hurt my leg today in a friendly match organising by Yong Quan... stuupid la Yong Quan... everytime last min then ask mi call ppl... LOL... today was low on form and had under performed in that match... didn't do much except for an unexpected assist for Jing Kai... hahas... and we lose 5-6 with goals from Wj Jm[2] and JK[2]... LOL... shall not elabroate further on that match... nth to much to say... hahaz...

[yOu wILL bE the oNe tIL tHe eNd]

2005-07-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

nightmare nightmare nightmare!!!!!! awoken by nightmares i can't even remember clearly this few days... ar dui... LOL... can't even have a peaceful sleep w/o nightmare... diao -_-"...

today freaking sianz... never go out... stay at home whole day play com and sleep... rot sia... so lifeless... rot liaoz lahz... school sux school sux school sux...

lonesome mi... breaking apart...

2005-07-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

I am falling apart due to pressure...

breaking apart due to fatigue...

losing my smile due to schooling...

cant stand it anymore...

i am falling apart right this moment...

right now...

fallen into a deep sleep...

where only fantasy exist

away from reality

protected from everything

a place where i can do whatever i wan

no restriction, no rule...

no more scolding...

where alarm clock don exist to wake you up...

heartbreaks don exist in my dream...

it is smoke free, stress free...

cert is not important...

money isn't everything...

there is only warm summer...

no more hard cold winter

i don wish to wake up...

i don wan to wake up...

pls don wake mi up...

i don wan to face this disfigure world...

='( ='( ='( ='( ='(

2005-07-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

wooo... got back my phone!!!! finalli!!!! wahahahahahaha... no more ugly ugly de 3315... wahahahaha...

ar dui... wats happening? my upper right neck there juz below my jaw there is

swollen... and there is something like an ulcer underneath my tongue there...

OMG!!! wat to do??? alamak!!! die die die!!! should i see a doc??? or wait for it to

heal by itself??? zhen mo ban zhen mo ban???

2005-07-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

hohoho... today go Clarence chiong Mahjong... I won I won... hahaha... val is the loser... wahahaha... he pok sia... hahahahaz...

student looking at his watch constantly before lesson end?

waiting for class to end...

parents lurking outside school during dismissal time?

waiting for their kids...

people lining up outside a restrant?

waiting to be serve...

people lining up the cashier?

waiting to pay...

people at the bus stop?

waiting for bus...

mi?

waiting for yOu...

2005-07-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

laugh out loud when u feel happy and cry it out when

you feel sad... cause being able to cry your heart out is

actually a blessing in disguise...it relieve you from

all the unhappiness... sometimes when you keep too

much unhappiness in your heart and never cried

it out, your heart will break down eventually...

livings things are given the right to express out their

feelings... and crying is one of their many ways to show

their feelings... the feeling of being sad... actually, there is

REALLI nothing bad about crying too easily... cause

it REALLI shows you are a person full of feeling

unlike people some heartless people who will go

around about abusing animals and don feel a

damn thing about it... so think about it... will you

rather be the heartless one or the one full of feelings...

[think real hard about this]

2005-07-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

congrats to the dog abuser mention on my frenz's

blog... you have now earn yourself a top place in

my elimination list... you should feel fortunate

that you are living in Singapore and not some

places where guns are allowed... if not i will

make sure i be the one to be blasting your head

off with a high power shotgun... leaving you

in search of your limbs when you are dead...

you totally TOTALLY FREAK MI OUT!!! YOU
BASTARD WITHOUT A DICK!!! how could you ,

HOW IN THE WORLD COULD YOU ABUSE A

HARMLESS DOG!!! WHAT HAS IT DONE TO

YOU!!! DAMN IT!!! don ever let me find out

who you are... if i not i'm sure a barang knife

can also induced the things i mentioned earlier

on you... you god damn bloody BASTARD!!!

NEVER!!! NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE WILL

I EVER TOLERATE A DOG ABUSER LIKE

YOU... DAMN IT... YOU OUGHT TO BE

PUT IN HELL... DAMN IT... GRHHHHH...

DAMN IT... FUCK YOU!!! YOU FUCKING

PIECE OF SHIT!!! GO TO HELL!!!!!!

2005-07-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

ouch ouch... hao tong hao tong... had a slight sprain on my neck playing soccer today... pain sia... cannot tilt to my left... alamak... die... lol... tomolo jiu muz go school... sian yi ban sia... don feel like goin... =x... today slept for the whole day after came back from my soccer game... my mum turn out my whole cabinet to tidy up... lol... now my room damn messy sia... stacks of books here and there... OMG... LOL...

2005-07-24T01:59:00.000+08:00

if you have something to say to the one u loved,

say it loud and clear right now...

cause you may not have the chance to do it later...

accidents happen every single day, and you will

never know when it will happen on the one you loved...

who knows, if you had speak your feelings now,

maybe he or she will not have to die just because

they delayed their journey for a while just to

hear you out... commiting suicide is a stupid thing

to do... cause it will affect everyone around you,

especially those who loves you... sucide will not bring

an end to every problems you face as the problems

will then be pass on to your family, your loved ones...

can you bear to let them suffer for the things you have

done, at the same time griefing over your death...

can you?if no, then put that idea out of your head

whenever u face a problem... instead, shared it with

them and solve the problem together... wont it

be better this way? HUH? high buiildings are not

mean to be build so that you can jump from them...

there are built to allow you to have a place call

home where it can sheltered you from every problem...

it was built so that you can lived together with your

loved ones and share happy times... definitely not

for you to simply jump off them causing sadness and

sorrow to your loved ones... sucide commiters

are selfish peeps who onli think of themselves!!!

2005-07-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

typically slacking the whole day... went to causeway point this afternoon to pick up my repaired phone... but who knows, i forgot to bring the reciept along with mi... wth... so end up going there for nth... sooooo stupid... ben si le... can't possible find anyone that is half as stupid as mi...

2005-07-22T02:48:00.000+08:00

one can never relies on someone forever,
there will be one day,

when all those taking care of you will be gone,
and you have to stand up on your own feet,

to face everything alone,
however, do not fear,

for those who considered themselves as frenz,

will still be by your side forever,

to face life and death together,

true friends do not betrayed each other,

even at the point of death,

remember, those who did,

is not even worthy of a look from you...

H@rry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

2005-07-22T02:33:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter and the half blood prince... the sixth book of Harry potter series... sadness feels the ending of the book... yes as you my heard from others, Dumbledore dead in this book... killed by who? non other than his most trusted teacher, Snape... Snape had to be the most hated person in Harry Potter book after this one i am sure... he betrayed the trust of someone who had save him... Harry had also realise in tis book that Snape was also the cause of his parents making him curse Snape whenever he could... thought containing such sadness, there is sad and also sweet part in this book... Harry and Ginny is together, yes, Ginny Weasely was going out with Harry... and Ron and Hermione ended out together in the end... tragic i must say... the ending was a tragic one... Dumbledore was dead, what will become of Hogwarts School? Closed perhaps... but Harry is not goin to return to it anyway... he will hunt for Voldemort in the next book...

2005-07-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

boring boring day... actually jk val and i was goin to join my dad to play soccer with his frenz... but who knows, it was canceled when we were on way there... bloody hell, his frenz cancled it last min and didn't even bothered to told my dad abt it... go to hell man... therefore, we voted to go to Clarence's hse but he has something on in sch til 7pm so we were to wait fpr him in Jm hse since we were also goin to meet up with Jm... guess wat, after clarence lesson ended he say his mum reach home liaoz then cannot... freak you! man... wo we ended up playing basketball behind Jm hse there de court instead... haha...

juz now watched jui dui superstars, WEI JIAN GOT IN!!!!! but Chanel didn't... jia you ba wei jian... never disappointed us for voting u... hahas...

2005-07-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

boring day today, went straight home after lunch with val in jp... no life... study as usually sux to the core... hate it... wish i was born elsewhere instead of here... haiz... so i have decided not to study for tml test and let it fail... lols... juz joking... hahas... anyway, da jia muz work hard kkz... =) cannot slack... learning is for life...^-^

LACKING OF SLEEP!!!

recently got hold of an article from the papers about cosequences of having late nights and not having enough of sleep... so now summarising it here... everyone need at least 8 hrs of sleep a day... especially kids and teenages... as a process called cell replacing takes place while we are asleep, meaning dead cells in our body are replaced by new ones when we are asleep... long term of having not enough sleep will result in poor memory, poor concentrate, poor eyesight, stomach upset, immune system break down... local students have always need to get up early to attend school but usually sleep late in the nights due to involvement in online gaming, surfing of nets, online chats or rather watching TV... results from experiment has proven that students that sleep late at night concentrate poorly in class, and normally has diffcultity absorbing things said ny teachers... the following test is conducted:

2 grps of people, 1 having 8 hrs of sleep the other night and the other without slp for the whole night, were to type a paragraph of text using a computer... the result is: the grp of people that didn't sleep the night before made mistakes double that of the grp that had sleep 8hrs the night before...

another 2 grps, 1st grp having 8 hrs of sleep, the other juz merely 1/2 and hr lesser, did the same thing... result turned out that the mistakes the 2nd grp had in the typing was significant more than the 1st grp...

the time you sleep also affects the quality of your sleep...

time between 10pm to 1am and 1pm to 3pm is the best time for you to get to sleep... for others time of the day, you may find yourself harder to get to sleep...

also, lacking of sleep expose will endangered you life...

report shows that, between people who slept 4 hrs a day and people who slept 7 hrs a day, for the last six yrs, the rate of death is as following, the 1st grp has 2.8 times of death more than the 2nd grp...

july 2004, a man believe to have juz return from a long plane flight the night before,

fall onto the MRT track while waiting for the train due to lack of sleep due to difference in time between the two countries...

august 2004, a NS man fainted and falls onto the rail of the MRT track due to over exhaustment... luckily for him, the train brakes in time...

also, in others countries, many had fall sleep while driving causing dreadful accidents...

2005-07-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

counting down to moi test in the morning... dun feel like slping... dun ask mi... i dunnoz why... too many things goin through my mind perhaps... juz can seems to find a solution for every single thing... not at the current moment... haiz...

the *stars are bright tonight,

but not bright enough to show mi the path i should take.

the night is cold,

but not as cold as what i felt inside mi now.

you are out there somewhere,

but i juz can reach you with my outstretched arm.

the emptiness in my heart,

is where you used to belong.

[wo zi yao ni kuai le]

mI feedbacking on myself

2005-07-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i will look back and think... have i owayz been a gd person,

have i been a gd frenz to the others... sometimes yes, most of it not...

why?

i have owayz been late when goin out;

though not very late, but juz cant make it a pt to reach earlier;

often went missing when i was needed most;

have owayz broke my promises;

irresponsible when handling certain stuff;

inefficient at doing my work causing incoveniences to others;

owayz fail to notice when my frenz get left out in a conversation;

was not able to help out when my frenz was troubled;

owayz causing trouble for my frenz;

i will tend to:
run away from problems rather then facing them;
locked myself up in my room when i am totally pissed off;
hide myself under my pillow when facing lots of problem;
throw my things over the place when i feel stress;
slp the whole day staying in my dream to avoid facing the reality;
use my bolster as my punching bag when i am angry with someone;
ignoring certain ppl when they try to get up my nerves;

2005-07-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

HAO FAN AR... aRgHhhhhhh....

dun feel like studying yet there is NO choice...

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... damn it damn it damn it!!!!!!!!!

[HATE TO STUDY!!!!!!!]

2005-07-17T11:58:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5 plus tis morning to meet val they all at Jp to go collect our reserved Harry Potter's book... we reach jp at abt 6.30am cos all of us was late... haha... then we waited at mac until 7am lidat then went up t popular cos when we went up earlier there was no one lining up... but when we went up at 7am, the queue was oredi quite long le... -_-"... hahas... so we lined up, waited for abt 20 mins, paid 30 bucks and get our hands on Harry Potter 6th book namely 'Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince'... it was damn tired... LOL... 1st thing i reach home after that jiu is get some slp... haha... and today i didn't manage to study... cos jm went over to my hse to do something then have a long go at my labby... so i was like not able to study at all... haha... so monday de test comfirm die liaoz... LOL... but hopefully i pass... hahas...

peeps out there,

some things euu encounter when u grow up

may not seems as simple as it is,

it is actually more complicated than u think sometimes... =)

2005-07-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

[everyone]

memories can hold a person together

memories can breaks a person down

it's realli up to euu to decide which ever

memories are reaility of the past

no matters how euu manage not to think abt it

it will still be there, clearly in ur mind

cherish those ard euu that make up ur memories

before they left for foreign land far away

where euu no longer can find them in ur sight

look ard euu and euu will find

ppl who care abt euu from the bottom of their heart

and is willing to share a common memory with euu

live ur life to the fullest

for a person's life is not long

don live ur life in regret

for missing out on someone

I wish upon the stars

that the person i love

will lead a happier life than mI

^_^

2005-07-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

today damn freaking tired... cos not enuff slp somemore use com for the whole day... hahas... boring day sia today... stay at home whole day long helping my dad to fixed the ceiling lights in my room... after that jiu glue to my labby playing GBA roms whole day longggggg... yawn... never had such a boring day before... hmm... tonight muz slp earlier... so tml wont be so tired, then can study... hahaha...

juz now watch jui dui super star... all the gals off form today... singing not very gd... except for silver... got the highest mks 32... hahas...

i wish upon the stars

that the person I loved

will lead a happier life than mI

2005-07-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

today got MOT excursion... we went to Sembawang's gas supply centre(city gas) in the morning, attended some talk on the gas supply plant... then tour around their working area...the whole plant cost 241 millions to build... produces 1.6 billions metre cubic of gas per day... after that, we had our lunch at SAF saling club... we had curry fishhead there, it was sooooooooo exp and not filling at all and also not nice... =( so with a extreme hungry tummy, we went to Sembawang Senoko Shipyard... wow... it was freaking big... we had to tour ard in our bus... lol... we had a couple of powerpoint presentation, some refreshment before proceeding to the tour of the shipyard... the ship docking there was titantnic... abt 300 to 400 metre in length... and the deck was abt 4 to 5 floors high... WOW... it was sooooo much different from wat we seen on pictures... haha... the whole was tiring and i practically fall asleep in everyone talk... hahaha...

[rain will always be followed by sunshine]

2005-07-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

a breeze of cold air juz enter my heart juz now... never feel so cold inside before... no matter wat, i tell myself, never to let a single drop of tears to shed from my eyes... caues it means that i have given up hope... i will continute hanging on to those memories of the past... cos that's wat that is practically holding mi together, giving mi hope everyday the instance i open moiii eyes...

though don wanna admit it, i still though of euu every now and then... juz cant get euuu off moiii mind...

moiii life may not be long, but i believe it is enuff to wait for euuu, cos euu are the one that is goin to complete moiii life... where ever u go, what ever euuu do, i will be right here waiting, waiting for euuu to enter my life and make it better...

moiii life is never goin to be complete without euuu... euuu may not be the 1st gal that i love, but euuu are the one that is goin to stay in moiii heart forever...

luxury i cant gurantee euuu, my heart i will present to euuu... trusting euuu to keep it properly and never breaks it... if letting euuu go is a blessing in disguise then i gladly do so... for euuu are the one i have love whole heartedly once and foreva...

[love doesn't need to have a happy ending as it will never end]

2005-07-11T09:45:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 10 plus... cos hols le... haha... my dad ask mi to vacum the floor before he left for work... but i forgot all abt it after goin on my com and watching TV... hahas... then when i remember it, it was after xz called to ask mi go down mac to study with val jo yimon them... lol... too late le... haha... so to mac i went, and stuck down there for 3 hrs w/o any work done... how can lidat sia... haiz... so i think another day then study baz... hahas... today juz enjoy myself first for the 1st day of hols... lol...

tml got MOT excursion, nearly forgot... lol... will be seeing all my MOT classmates... hahas... joseph you are dead man... hahas...

[moiii life is in complete darkness]

2005-07-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

was abit busy over the days designing another blog... so finally back to my own blog... haha... i had a retest for CAD on friday... and guess wat, i got full mks with ease... wahahahahaha... but too bad lahz, since it was a retest, i was onli awarded 50%... meaning just pass... hahaha...

went with gk val jm jk dan xz hy jo to play pool yesterday... meet at abt 1 in jp, then we go eat at the same time waiting for hui yin... but causes xz and jo to wait so long... in the end jo had something on and went before we settle down for pool... sry sry... we went to bukit plaza to play pool... play abt 3 hrs... 11 games... lose more than win... LOL... val sway kia sia... everytime stand behind mi i sure miss de... hahaha... then after that we went to jp and have dinner... xz didn't go, she went home eat... after that we walk abit jiu go home le...

[so lost, so lost in my own thoughs]

2005-07-07T19:53:00.000+08:00

I was very very late for lesson today, was late like abt 40 mins and the lesson was onli 1 hr... LOL... somemore the lesson ended at abt 5 mins after i had reach... -_-" haha... anyway, today was another tiring day... had SW today... we played over the lesson time which we usually do every week... it was soooooo fun... but my team loses... sobx... coach say we lost becos we lack teamworks... after lesson, i thot that jo val they all had left home first w/o mi cos my lesson ended later then normal... but in the end they were still in the underpass waiting when i was oredi halfway home... lol... sry guys... sry sry... wo bu zhi dao ni men was still waiting for mi... sry sry sry... dui bu qi... =)

2005-07-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday went with 4/2 peeps celebrate sam's b'dae... we went to bugis eat pasta... sooooooo nice... but very exp and not very filling... haha... then we took alot of photo in the restrant... then in came the cake bought by xinying... and the celebration begins... the gals were so high... taking photo after another... hahaha...

today's school was terrible... had a terrible terrible headache that wont go away from the morning onwards... cant concentrate in lesson... afternoon got better abit... but after reach home come again... and it was still goin on at this point I am writing tis entry... arghhhh... so painful... arghhhh... go away u stupid headache...

[I will find you eventually]

2005-07-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

whole body aching today, and got sunburn on my back also... hahaha... woke up at 12 today... cos yesterday night realli tired... i fell asleep leaving all the lights on... hahaha... had my breakfast at 12 plus and my lunch at 4 before meeting the rest to study at mac at 5... didn't do much dere cos i forgot to bring my labby... and my homework dere to do... LOL... stupid mi... hahaha... then had my lunch at at 8.30 before coming home... and jiu is online gaming til now le...

saw a few blog entries of the others today... all very happi after the trip... hahaha... looking forward to our next outing...

[my life is not long, but juz nice to use to wait for euuu]

2/4 ' 02 outing rOx!!!!!!

2005-07-03T14:43:00.000+08:00

2/4 simply rOx... today outing was soooooo fun... thank you thank you everyone for coming... sry rap tt i didn't stay for the night... =)

we were on our way to sentosa at abt 9.30 lidat... meeting rap hui yin cla mollie mon and zlin.. at lakeside... mollie mon and zlin was late as they were preparing sandwiches for us... and it turn out very nice... never disppointed us... haha... we reach sentosa at abt 11 lidat... we boys set up the tent single handedly thanks to the help from 2 of our ex Scout member Ming Yi Ming Huai... then we started playing volleyball in a circle trying to prevent the ball from droping with as much hit as possible... i remember we had a record set some years back in west coast when we started tis... but had forgotten how mani times we hit before it hit the ground... haha... then the gals come back after being gone for quite a moment when we reach sentosa... dunno where they went earlier... taking photos i guess... haha... the gals settle themsevles for lunch they prepared themselves, sandwich, pasta, fried hashbrown etc, while the boys was having fun with the volleyball... and we found out that most of the boys didn't brought bottle of drinks with them, which was wat we were supposed to do everytime for outing.. the gals had nth to drink... haha.. so we went all the way from Siloso [we were at siloso beach becos there were lesser peeps... haha...] to Palewan de 7-11 to get them bottles of drinks... the trip dere was toturing as the sun was very 'big' and some of us didn't bring our footwear along with us and had to walk barefooted on the road... our feet was burning man... haha... we bought the drinks and tis time we voted for taking a train back to siloso instead of walking... hahaha... after that we boys started on our soccer game and some of the gals join us for a while... hahaha... we had a short soccer game then after deciding that the weather was realli unbearable we went into the sea water to cool ourselves... hahaha... we took a few grp photo then play a couple round of 'monkey' before the boys started to get mischevious and buried cla into the sand leaving onli his face visible to us... hahahaha... then the gals went to bath and we boys decided to have a final showdown on soccer... the losing team will have to face a penalty which was to look after our things while the others go to bath... hahahaha... with Wj Jm M.huai Gk Daniel and mi Jk Val M.yi cla a team, we started off... the game ended 2-3... with a goal from Wj and double from both Jm and Mi... but my team lost... sobx... haha... so we took turns to get bath then went to harbour front food court for dinner... val lost his phone on his way back from sentosa... dropped on the bus he say... but we didn't manage to find it... we parted in J.E as the boys [except Wj] were goin for a few game of pool before goin home... haha... we play until 12 plus before goin off... waited for 45 mins lidat for bus 99 before realising the last bus had gone... LOL... in the end we took a cab home...

2/4 rOx!!!! simply juz rOx... everyone got their own talents to contribute whenever the needs arrived... we grew up together, get into trouble together, had fun together, skip lesson together, get scolding together and did lots and lots of things together... yes, we have had arguements between ourselves but it never last long... we stand up for each others, get into fights with other class juz becos 1 of our classmate was being bullied... shared almost everything together... the gals and guys in tis class is the greatest frenz i had ever met... the bonding between each and everyone of us is unbreakable... though we had not meet for so long, everyone was juz like still so close... juz like we have onli parted for a month of hols... friendship is never enough to describe the bonding we have had, we are juz like a big family... you are free to leave whenever you want to, we wont stop you... but no one choose to and some who leaves eventually come back and say i like it here than anywhere else... no matter what kind of problems you have, you will find someone who is willing to hear you out and lend a helping hand... when you need someone to comfort you, they will be there... time passes, everyone turn from little boys and gals to young men and women... but the memories i had with tis group of classmates is not goin to fade til the end of time... no one can replace tis grp of classmate in my heart... you are the best!!!!

-=looking forward to the next outing=-

[where ever you go, where ever you are, i'll be right here waiting for euuu]

2005-07-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

tommrow is the big day... the outing of 2/4... wahahahaha... organiser by miiiiiiiii... hahaha... of course with help from xz zl jo val dan in passing the words ard... and jo yvonne xz zl yimon for their effort in making edible food... val and dan for taking care of the lending of the volleyball... jo's tent... and the support from everyone coming... hahahahahaha... lets hope it will be a enjoyable day for all of us... =)

nth much abt lesson today... as uasually, I am late... and met jas at clementi interchange while waiting for the ngee ann bus... then jiu go sch together lo... haaz... then during tutorial, Joseph insist that he wanted to prove to us he can concentrate in lesson... and he realli did... nan de sia... haaz... then jiu went home le... now goin watch shaming king le... buaiz... =)

[I will be right here wating for euu]

2005-06-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

today finally get alot sleep... cos my lesson in the afternoon... hahaha... SW was erm... quite fun... and CATS was boring... so kuku... we drew a piece of drawing then jiu go off le... nth much... meet jo and yimon them to go home after lesson... nearly lost my ezlink card... left it on the table in the school canteen forget to take... hahaha... luckily i remember juz in time and went back to take... hahahaha... if not jiu die le... LOL...

juz now watch jui dui superstar... the female contestder were so so... didn't score as well... not as good as the male ones... haha... maybe is becos the judge stricter with the females baz... LOL...

Brazil trash the Argentian tis morning in conference cup... 4-1 Brazil displayed was a classic... and Argentina was completely outclassed by it... the new samba football.. lead by leading scorer Adriano, midfeild generals Kaka and Ronaldinho... of course not the assit king of this morning CICINHO... and also the young talent Robinho though he didn't score... Cicinho complete 2 perfect cross for both Ronaldinho and Adriano which turn them into goals... and he also make the first goal by putting Adriano through in the 11th min... and lastly, he was involve in the 2nd goal of Brazil link with Robinho and Kaka... Aimar came off his warmed bench after that to grab a consolation for the Argentinians in the 65th min... a nightmare for Argentine keeper German Lux having to pick up the ball from his net 4 times in a row... Hail the Brazilians for putting up such a classic displayed for the soccer fans around the world...

-=2 more days=-

2005-06-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

hmm... tis few days damn tired... everyday not enough slp... 1plus in the morning sleep then 7 plus jiu wake up liaoz... wanted to sleep on the bus but everyitme cannot find seat to sit down... arghhh... today go play soccer with my classmates then pon lesson.... LOL... the sun today freaking hot today... nearly burn off my skin... hahahaha...

today jui dui superstar damn nice... the contestder all very strong... sing very nice... :) M3 rockz... good looking and sings well... :) heard there was a Ngee Ann senior in it too... but not sure is which 1... hahaha... hope he or she wins and bring glory to our poly... :)

yesterday intial D movie de ending reminds mi of something... sad ending... though it did not bothered me anymore but I cant help remembering it at the instant the ending of the movie comes into my mind... watever it reminds mi of, life still goes on, school still goes on, tme is still running... time waits for no one, when u miss something, it may never comes back again... even if it did come back, it will never be the same again... I want to throw away everything, every single unhappy memories of the past... keeping onli the happy memories... learn from my own mistakes and make everyday a happier day for the others around mi and for myself... continute to create happy memories with all my frenz... live my life to the fullest and no REGRETS....

-=I will wait, til the day she comes by=-

[2 days more to outing]

2005-06-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

today went to watch Intial D with xz lia zl jo Daniel louie jm... Intial D rockz... best of da best... Jay was cool, Edison was cool, xiao chun was so funnie... hahahha... car racing rockz... but the ending was so saddening... cause Jay didn't even give the girl chance to explain herself jiu leave her le... ='( the author could have put in a better ending... good story, good stunt, good actors, but sad ending... anyway, Intial D rockz rockz rockz...

-=4 more days to outing=-

2005-06-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

sooooooo tired today... wake up so earlier then slp so late yesterday... yawn... today lesson was damn boring... don understand what the lecturer is talking... so sianzzzzz... luckily joseph and graham didn't stop me from sleeping during lesson... haaz... after lesson meet xz jo val yimon and shujing go home together... then go jp buy ticket for movie tommrow... watching Intial D tommorow... wootz... hahahaha... end..........

2005-06-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

whew whew whew... Genting was fun... the climate there was so cooling.. no need air-con also can... hahaha... but it was very foggy thought.... for the 3 days i spend there 2 were foggy onll 1 day got sun... there was so much changes in Genting... a new indoor theme park was build, a new hotel called First Floor was build, it was the lousier thought... hahhaha... and a new road leading to Genting was also build making the trip there faster and easier... wootz... We set off at 9.20pm in Singapore and by ard 3.15am was already there le... but then muz wait til 12 noon then can check in to our... damn sia... the food Genting also sucks... everything not nice de... the wan ton noodle don taste like wan tong noodle and the 'hor fan' don taste nice also... strange strange de... lol... but the newly build indoored theme park was great, damn fun... got lots of new stuff to play... And some of the workers working there have attitude problem... they will like look very unpleasant when serving you... lol... anyway, got chance muz visit Genting again... it was fun!!!!

today wake up at 9am to play soccer with wj, jk, val, dan... gk and pal never come... palvin was sick today... and gk dunnoz why never come... lol... soccer totally drains mi out... so tired... somemore i got a knock on my already injuried knee making it worse than ever... after that went home to take a nap before goin to pioneer mall de mac study with xz zl val... jo came lata... but i left earlier cos need to go to my grandma house... after that went to celebrate my dad b'dae... we went to eat... lots of seafood was ordered but they don realli taste nice... after that we went home to cut the cake we bought and take some pic and video... hahaha... then jiu goin to slp le wan an~~~~ :)

-=6 more days to outing=-

2005-06-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

yawn... finally back in Singapore... sick... worn out... and freaking tired... hahaha... but Genting was fun... it rockz... Genting had change so much... I almost couldn't believe wat i see... Genting has change alot... hahaha... will write more on my trip on next entry... now goin to rest awhile le... haaz... =) watching Intial D on tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

learn from your mistake and be a better man... those who don learn will be condem to failing all their life... forgive those who is truely willing to admit and learn... extingish those who don admits to their mistake and continue to make mistake...

woke up at 9 go play soccer... that damn Palvin didn't come again... ps us... after soccer went to Kiang Hse to play mahjong then kenna forfeit... they so fussy, end up I had to call up two girls before they are satisfied... LOL... hahaha... went home after that and slept for the whole day... whole body is dying... wahahaha... WenJin is in USA having a good time... will only be back in tue... =)

good and evil shall not meet... for if they met, it will be end of human era... end of the world... peaceful it shall be, becos humans will not be around to fight anymore... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

2005-06-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Live everyday for the sake of living a happier life... carry a smile and say good morning to anyone u know on the street will brighten your day and their day up... take every things easy, don take it too hard cos it hurts...

went to queensway with kAi today... bought a shirt, a jacket... lata on went to meet my parents and do some shopping in IMM... haha... buy alot of things today, spend lots of money... LOL... long time since i do this... wahahaha... got pissed off by a "sissy man" on the bus on my way... insisting on wanting to sit down and cause lots of inconvenice to others... sux man u damn f****** sissy!!!!!! don have leg izzit!!!! stand awhile will die ar... call yourself a grown up man, with a child somemore... go wear and a skirt and be a mummy instead of a daddy lahz!!! u f****** bald head sissy man!! setting such a bad example for your kid!

where are euuu... i search high and low, here and there, left and right, but you just don seems to be there... =(

2005-06-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

love are such strange things... you cant stop it coming and u cant stop it leaving....

went for soccer trial yesterday... it was quite demanding and alot of ppl didn't get in... inculding myself... those who get in were great... i think... haha... late for lesson today and skip one lesson.. damn tired, yesterday go for soccer trial today still got SW for soccer... my team were great... but too bad we lose... never mind next time try harder i was not very involve in the game i guess... too tired to run... haha... juz dragging my feet to go for the ball... LOL... went straight home after SW, met Wei Shu dey all and went home together...

They were fast, skillful and physically strong... no match for them... no chance to perform...

2005-06-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

If you don't have a vision for the future, then your future is threatened to be a repeat of the past...

Mr and Mrs Smith is shiok!!!! wootz... Great movie... it is defintely worth your money to go watch... haha... today went to catch a movie with Jm Gk and Rap... It 's a great show... haha... so funnie somemore... it's long since i laugh it out from the bottom of my heart... feel so great... haar... tml got soccer trial, got to sleep le... bye!

fAilure is not allowed... success is not the only option... preservence will lead u no where w/o people who believes in you...

2005-06-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

a man can never fully understand a woman, while a woman also cant fully understand a man... fairness and justice doesn't exist in this world as long as humans controls it...

ouch... hao tong ar... i bang into my someone while playing soccer today with my jaw... very pain sia... til now also cannot use that side to bite things... hope it will heal soon... hahaha... today go queensway shopping... bought a jersey for $23.90 then also bought a orange clolour baller ID band in 77th street... now broke le... hahaha...

i will succeed this time... I will not fail again... force my way into ngee ann soccer team... no one can stop mi!!!

2005-06-11T19:43:00.000+08:00

humans are strange creature... they cry after they lose something but complain when they have it...

today suppose to go meet my frenz in sch library... but then due to my laziness to go out, i didn't go... LOL... so end up rotting at home the whole day... wahahaha... opps... anyway... actually.. hmm... nth realli... hahaha...

mi myself and I... soccer soccer soccer...is my LIFE... no one can take it from mi...